Free Now Lyrics – Gracie Abrams

[Verse 1]
This isn’t what you want, it’s only how you feel
You openly admit you’re far away from healing
And I hate to pull the plug, but I think I get your deal
I finally know better than to wait for you back here

[Chorus]
And I hope you know I don’t think
You’re a bad guy, that you’re damaged
Took you two months, only two to raise the bar
You’re the saddest, but a good kid
Almost loved you, but I didn’t

I could laugh now, how we tried to play those parts

[Verse 2]
I know that you’re removed, I can feel it when we talk
You start to let me in, but then you shut it off
And it’s half of you that hurts sometimes, the half that I don’t get
I swear that I’m not mad at you, but I can’t share your bed now

[Chorus]
And I can’t imagine, when you go home
Does she follow like an echo?
Like your shadow, you can try, but you can’t run
From the truth of what you both made
That you blew up on a Tuesday
How does pain taste when it melts into your tongue?

[Bridge]
It’s a pain that I caught you at a bad time
It’s a shame that I memorized your outline
You were straight up with me, you were so kind
But I knew what you knew, honey, great minds
It was harsh ’cause I lost what I wanted
I was brave when I kissed you in London
We’re collateral here, man, we got hit
Hope you find somewhere safe for your baggage

Every page that I wrote, you were on it
Feel you deep in my bones, you’re the current
And I showed no restraint, it was something
I was scared of ’til you made me love it

[Outro]
If you find yourself out, if there is a right time
Chances are I’ll be here, we could share a lifeline
If you feel like falling, catch me on the way down
Never been less empty, all I feel is free now
If you find yourself out, if there is a right time
Chances are I’ll be here, we could share a lifeline
If you feel like falling, catch me on the way down
Never been less empty, all I feel is free now

[Verse 1]
The singer acknowledges that their partner is emotionally struggling and hasn’t healed from past issues. They understand that their partner’s current state isn’t what they truly desire but is rather a reflection of their feelings. Recognizing the need for closure, the singer decides to end the waiting and move forward, understanding their partner’s situation and accepting that it’s time to let go for both of their sakes.

[Chorus]
The singer reassures their partner that they don’t think poorly of them, recognizing their emotional struggles. Despite the partner’s efforts to improve, the relationship wasn’t meant to be. The singer reflects on the emotional journey, acknowledging the almost-love and the attempts they both made to make it work. Looking back, there’s a sense of humor about the roles they tried to play, but ultimately, it didn’t lead to true love.

[Verse 2]
The singer feels their partner’s emotional distance during conversations, noticing the back-and-forth of opening up and shutting down. The partner’s unresolved issues create pain that the singer can’t fully comprehend. Despite understanding and not holding any anger, the singer realizes they can no longer share an intimate space with their partner, acknowledging the need for emotional separation to protect themselves.

[Chorus]
The singer ponders if their partner is haunted by another person when they return home, feeling like an inescapable shadow. The partner can’t avoid the consequences of their actions, which led to a painful breakdown. The singer questions how their partner deals with the lingering pain, suggesting it’s a persistent presence that can’t be easily ignored or forgotten.

[Bridge]
The singer reflects on the unfortunate timing of their relationship, lamenting how deeply they came to know their partner. Despite the partner’s honesty and kindness, both knew the relationship was doomed from the start. The singer recalls the bravery in their intimate moments, particularly in London, and recognizes the collateral damage they both suffered. They wish their partner finds a safe space for their emotional baggage. Every aspect of their relationship left a lasting impact, deeply ingrained in the singer’s being. The singer acknowledges their own vulnerability and how their partner helped them embrace love, despite the fear and lack of restraint that came with it.

[Outro]
The singer offers a hopeful message, suggesting that if their partner ever finds the right time and clarity, they’ll be there to support them. They express a readiness to catch their partner if they fall, feeling a sense of freedom and fulfillment. The singer emphasizes that they are less empty and more liberated now, reiterating their willingness to be a lifeline if their partner needs it in the future. The repetition underscores their newfound emotional freedom and readiness to support their partner from a healthier place.

1. “This isn’t what you want, it’s only how you feel”
The singer understands that their partner’s current state is not their true desire, but rather a reflection of their emotional turmoil.

2. “You’re a bad guy, that you’re damaged”
The singer reassures their partner that despite their emotional struggles, they don’t see them as a bad person, just someone who is hurting.

3. “Almost loved you, but I didn’t”
The singer acknowledges that they were close to falling in love, but ultimately, it didn’t happen, highlighting the emotional disconnect.

4. “You start to let me in, but then you shut it off”
This phrase captures the partner’s inconsistent behavior of opening up emotionally and then abruptly closing off, causing confusion and pain.

5. “Does she follow like an echo? Like your shadow”
The singer questions if another person’s presence haunts their partner, suggesting that they can’t escape their past relationships and the associated pain.

6. “I was brave when I kissed you in London”
The singer recalls a moment of courage and vulnerability, indicating a significant, intimate experience that marked their relationship.

7. “If you feel like falling, catch me on the way down”
The singer offers ongoing support, expressing willingness to help their partner through tough times, even after the end of their romantic relationship.