Breakdown. Lyrics – YUNGBLUD

[Chorus]
I’ve been fighting the changes
Tearing my heart out
Wanting to die before I open my eyes
Been fighting the changes
Tearing my heart out
Wanting to die before I open my eyes

[Verse 1]
Go around the bend before the sun comes up
Things in my head just don’t line up
Don’t wanna leave my bed ’cause if I do, I feel like I’ll die

Go around the bend before the sun comes up
Things in my head just don’t line up
Don’t wanna leave my bed ’cause every time I do, I feel like

[Chorus]
I’ve been fighting the changes
Tearing my heart out
Wanting to die before I’m living my life
Been fighting the changes
Tearing my heart out
Wanting to die before I
Breakdown
Think I’m gonna breakdown
Think I’m gonna fade out
Think I’m gonna breakdown
Oh-oh
Breakdown
Think I’m gonna breakdown
Think I’m gonna fade out
Think I’m gonna breakdown
Oh-oh

[Verse 2]
Don’t forget to put your feet in the grass
Tell your mum that you love her, say that you cleaned up your act

Give money to the homeless man, help him buy a bar
When you’re buying your morning coffee, ask them how they ar
od save the Sunday morning, pray for me on the Saturday night
Talk polite, don’t start fights, don’t tell lies
That’s for the people with oblivious shortsight
One day we’ll meet, man and I’ll say, “Alright”
See the world is pretty big, man, but don’t feel small in it
Sometimes you lose a number, but I swear you’re still calling it
I promise you it’ll be alright in the end
Fu*k the depression, it’s all in your head
Stay with your friends and walk up the hill at quarter to 6 in the morning
Take in the air while everyone else is still snoring
Express yourself with your friends, they’ll save your life, you know
Everything’s about connection, you don’t have to be alone

[Chorus]
Breakdown
Think I’m gonna breakdown
Think I’m gonna fade out
Think I’m gonna breakdown
Oh-oh
Breakdown
Think I’m gonna breakdown
Think I’m gonna fade out
Think I’m gonna breakdown
Oh-oh, oh

[Chorus (First Instance)]
The chorus encapsulates a profound struggle with inner turmoil and the daunting challenge of coping with personal changes. YUNGBLUD’s lyrics convey a sense of being deeply affected, as if his heart is being torn apart. The desire to “die before I open my eyes” suggests a reluctance to face the realities of life, possibly due to overwhelming emotional pain or existential dread. This repetition emphasizes the intensity of his feelings, highlighting a constant battle against inner demons and the fear of what each new day may bring.

[Verse 1]
YUNGBLUD’s first verse paints a poignant picture of internal struggle and mental anguish. The imagery of “going around the bend before the sun comes up” evokes a sense of disorientation and instability. His thoughts are jumbled and discordant, making it difficult to face the day. The reluctance to leave bed stems from a profound fear or anxiety, where stepping out into the world feels like confronting a life-threatening situation. This verse captures the visceral experience of grappling with overwhelming emotions and the debilitating impact they have on daily life.

[Chorus (Second Instance)]
The second chorus delves deeper into the theme of internal conflict and emotional distress. YUNGBLUD continues to express the profound toll that change and uncertainty take on him. The repetition of “fighting the changes” and “tearing my heart out” underscores the ongoing struggle with personal demons. His desire to “die before I’m living my life” reflects a deep-seated fear or despair about the future, suggesting a profound sense of hopelessness or existential crisis. The repetition of “breakdown” emphasizes the overwhelming feeling of impending collapse or emotional breakdown, conveying the relentless nature of his inner turmoil.

[Verse 2]
In the second verse, YUNGBLUD shifts focus towards resilience and finding solace in human connections. He encourages positive actions like grounding oneself in nature, expressing love and appreciation to family, and extending kindness to those less fortunate. The verse advocates for authenticity and empathy, urging against negativity and falsehoods. YUNGBLUD’s emphasis on friendship and shared experiences highlights the importance of social support in overcoming personal struggles. Overall, this verse offers a hopeful message amidst the darkness, emphasizing the healing power of genuine connections and self-expression.

[Chorus (Final Instance)]
The final chorus reiterates the emotional intensity and struggle depicted throughout the song. YUNGBLUD’s repetition of “breakdown” and “fade out” underscores the persistent fear of succumbing to inner turmoil and emotional collapse. The repetition of “think I’m gonna breakdown” and “oh-oh” conveys a sense of urgency and desperation, emphasizing the ongoing battle with overwhelming emotions. Despite the repeated expressions of despair, the chorus also suggests a flicker of resilience and determination to persevere through the darkness, hinting at the possibility of finding strength amidst the struggle.

1. Fighting the changes
YUNGBLUD expresses resistance to life’s transformations, grappling with emotional turmoil and the struggle to adapt.

2. Tearing my heart out
He vividly describes profound emotional pain and anguish, feeling as though his heart is being ripped apart by inner struggles.

3. Wanting to die before I open my eyes
YUNGBLUD reveals a deep despair, longing to avoid facing each new day due to overwhelming emotional suffering or existential dread.

4. Go around the bend before the sun comes up
He depicts feeling disoriented and mentally unstable, struggling to face the day before the morning light arrives.

5. Things in my head just don’t line up
YUNGBLUD expresses confusion and mental discord, where thoughts and emotions are in disarray and difficult to make sense of.

6. Express yourself with your friends
Encouraging openness and connection, YUNGBLUD emphasizes the importance of self-expression and supportive friendships in overcoming challenges and finding solace.